constantly, i think bout the days gone by that i could have done something differently and feel like i've achieved something.. but instead i linger on this idea than fix it. now i feel stuck in a rut, and every day is just a routine.
maybe if we tried to do things differently, and spontaneously something good might come out of it..
sometimes i wish things were different. sometimes i wish i can fix the past. sometimes i wish i can even change people's past. but what's done is done & there's nothing you can do about it. all we can do is move forward.
i still can't get over the fact that i've wasted time, and i wish i can take that time back and spend more time w/ people who matter to me.. or maybe find someone that made me happy than tolerate something that i did not want to pursue, maybe i wouldn't feel the way i am if something good came out of it. the only good thing that came out of wasting time is stopping it from happening again. sometimes i wish people would stop judging based on generalization and accept me the way i am & maybe one day we can dance. but for now i can only hope.
i'm just glad to have friends there to hold my hand every step of the way, but when i fall i hope you're there to catch me.. because i hate falling for bad apples.
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