constantly, i think bout the days gone by that i could have done something differently and feel like i've achieved something.. but instead i linger on this idea than fix it. now i feel stuck in a rut, and every day is just a routine.
maybe if we tried to do things differently, and spontaneously something good might come out of it..
sometimes i wish things were different. sometimes i wish i can fix the past. sometimes i wish i can even change people's past. but what's done is done & there's nothing you can do about it. all we can do is move forward.
i still can't get over the fact that i've wasted time, and i wish i can take that time back and spend more time w/ people who matter to me.. or maybe find someone that made me happy than tolerate something that i did not want to pursue, maybe i wouldn't feel the way i am if something good came out of it. the only good thing that came out of wasting time is stopping it from happening again. sometimes i wish people would stop judging based on generalization and accept me the way i am & maybe one day we can dance. but for now i can only hope.
i'm just glad to have friends there to hold my hand every step of the way, but when i fall i hope you're there to catch me.. because i hate falling for bad apples.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Monday, February 23, 2009
recap of FEBRUARY!
SPECIAL THANKS WHO MADE THIS MONTH A MONTH TO REMEMBER!
2.13- Tommy & Pam day.
started off by chillin at tom tom's pad and watching tv. we also went to target where we bumped into his mommy &auntie which was ofcourse a pleasant surprise. i came to target lookin for rainboots that i couldn't find, however, i did get a skirt from forever 21 that i fell in love with. after shopping tommy & i went to olive garden with a hungry appetite. although i did not finish my food, i did finish my dessert =P we then headed to his place again and watch more tv til my bday countdown. it was 12 midnight when my favorites called (marielle, rex, anka, jared. stef). there were so many random conversations, but never a dull moment. I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!
2.14- Disneyland Day
thank god for sunshine. this day started off really good with sun ofcourse & mcdonalds breakfast paid by my bestie!
not only that, but we got HELLO KITTY watches. efff yeeee! we were soo behind schedule more than last year because we had to pick up stef and rex & on top of that, there was an accident and tons of people goin to disneyland on Valentine's day ofcourse. At disneyland we met up with rex's friend Ryan who also has the same birthday as me! We rode on Peter pan, Thunder Mountain, Pirate of the Carribbean, Haunted Mansion, Space Mountain, and Jungle Cruise. We also got to ride on the TRAM !! hahah.. the fireworks were amazing! & you know what else is? OLIVE GARDEN two days in a row! haha Overall, I had a really good birthday.. and i knew it was not over... cuz there is ofcourse the hotel party!!
2.15. Birthday Breakfast & Hotel Party.
Met up with Chris, Jordan, Jenny, Marielle, Michael, and Nancy @ solar de cahuenga. If you haven't been there, it's a perfect chill spot to bring ur laptop & lounge w/ really good food. when i headed to take a piss, the waiter was already bringing my chocolate covered strawberries to the table & marielle was trying to distract me.. MISSION FAILED! but the chocolate coered strawberry cake was a success! Next stop was Target to get drinks w/ Jenny & michael.. we grabbed a bunch that i can't remember. We also stopped by fry's to buy my adapter for my ipod which is useless because i lost my ipod later this day :( After fry's I had to stop by charlotte to get anka's present, cuz im good with last minute stuff. haha all these detours made me forget the cupcakes, thankfully i got hungry again for something sweet and remembered the cupcakes. while marielle & her siblings made their way to the hotel, i had to pick up the birthday girl and christian at disneyland and check in the hotel. we finally got the loft and everything looked pretty decent for having 30+. .. now the good stuff..we ran a few errands.. blah blah blah.. I Drank before anyone got there because i wanted a taste of what we were providing .. pshh yee right. lol i wanted to get wasted.. fun stuff! it was a good turnout & THANK YOU PEOPLE WHO CAME. there were soo many pictures in my camera that i found hilarous and i gotta thank rex for that.. and pa chia! and omg angeline and i were jus fuckin crackin up on these.. i posted it on facebook and got a warning.. thats how bad it was lol. i ended up driving in the rain back to tommy's house to crash so that i don't get caught in the next day's traffic and wet roads. .. it was hangover monday.
2.16 - 2.17
i skipped school & work because i got colds.. and charlotte russe got mad. :( but what can you do?
now... gonna start another blog with a different topic. lol
2.13- Tommy & Pam day.
started off by chillin at tom tom's pad and watching tv. we also went to target where we bumped into his mommy &auntie which was ofcourse a pleasant surprise. i came to target lookin for rainboots that i couldn't find, however, i did get a skirt from forever 21 that i fell in love with. after shopping tommy & i went to olive garden with a hungry appetite. although i did not finish my food, i did finish my dessert =P we then headed to his place again and watch more tv til my bday countdown. it was 12 midnight when my favorites called (marielle, rex, anka, jared. stef). there were so many random conversations, but never a dull moment. I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!
2.14- Disneyland Day
thank god for sunshine. this day started off really good with sun ofcourse & mcdonalds breakfast paid by my bestie!
not only that, but we got HELLO KITTY watches. efff yeeee! we were soo behind schedule more than last year because we had to pick up stef and rex & on top of that, there was an accident and tons of people goin to disneyland on Valentine's day ofcourse. At disneyland we met up with rex's friend Ryan who also has the same birthday as me! We rode on Peter pan, Thunder Mountain, Pirate of the Carribbean, Haunted Mansion, Space Mountain, and Jungle Cruise. We also got to ride on the TRAM !! hahah.. the fireworks were amazing! & you know what else is? OLIVE GARDEN two days in a row! haha Overall, I had a really good birthday.. and i knew it was not over... cuz there is ofcourse the hotel party!!
2.15. Birthday Breakfast & Hotel Party.
Met up with Chris, Jordan, Jenny, Marielle, Michael, and Nancy @ solar de cahuenga. If you haven't been there, it's a perfect chill spot to bring ur laptop & lounge w/ really good food. when i headed to take a piss, the waiter was already bringing my chocolate covered strawberries to the table & marielle was trying to distract me.. MISSION FAILED! but the chocolate coered strawberry cake was a success! Next stop was Target to get drinks w/ Jenny & michael.. we grabbed a bunch that i can't remember. We also stopped by fry's to buy my adapter for my ipod which is useless because i lost my ipod later this day :( After fry's I had to stop by charlotte to get anka's present, cuz im good with last minute stuff. haha all these detours made me forget the cupcakes, thankfully i got hungry again for something sweet and remembered the cupcakes. while marielle & her siblings made their way to the hotel, i had to pick up the birthday girl and christian at disneyland and check in the hotel. we finally got the loft and everything looked pretty decent for having 30+. .. now the good stuff..we ran a few errands.. blah blah blah.. I Drank before anyone got there because i wanted a taste of what we were providing .. pshh yee right. lol i wanted to get wasted.. fun stuff! it was a good turnout & THANK YOU PEOPLE WHO CAME. there were soo many pictures in my camera that i found hilarous and i gotta thank rex for that.. and pa chia! and omg angeline and i were jus fuckin crackin up on these.. i posted it on facebook and got a warning.. thats how bad it was lol. i ended up driving in the rain back to tommy's house to crash so that i don't get caught in the next day's traffic and wet roads. .. it was hangover monday.
2.16 - 2.17
i skipped school & work because i got colds.. and charlotte russe got mad. :( but what can you do?
now... gonna start another blog with a different topic. lol
Monday, February 9, 2009
rain rain go away!
school.
lately the weather been soo annoying especially this week! i just hope it doesnt rain on any of my 3 birthday celebrations! anyways, today was my first day of school. it started off really bad because the starbucks chick dropped my sandwich :(but she made me another one so i guess its ok. lol then as i started driving to school it began to rain, and omg i did not want to park far and walk in rain to my classes. thankfully, i ended up waiting and turned on my arrow to a girl who was walking "stalker status" but hey, i gotta get to class. i got soo lost & i was bout to cry until i found someone who looked very bored and asked her to help me out so she walked me to my class and i felt better. while waiting in class i met a girl named brook.. she was nice and oober funny and told me passion tea from starbucks is good with vodka .. so i gotta try that lol and in class ahh nonstop laughter. my teacher is just too hilarious. then i went to the bookstore and grab some forms... yadda yadda yadda.. 2nd class i saw my friend kristin from alemany so she sat next to me.. and weird enough i saw my ex in that class too..did a scavenger hunt too and found out there are many interesting people in my class. 3rd class was kind of boring but i still knew people so it wasnt that bad.
home. finally, time to rest... NOT! dad & i went to starbucks to pick up my tips and shop @ circuit city. i was goin to get a ipod case, but i was soo indecisive that i didnt get any. =/ lol we then went to pick up turon (filipino dessert) and now home.
i finished my homework and just chattin away downloading david cook songs.
how gay right?
oh well, not much to do on a school night and its too cold to go out.
love. let's hope i get laid this vday. lmfao jk.. i'll be in disneyland looking at all those happy couples. ::sigh::
but hey, atleast someone stopped calling (i hope)
lately the weather been soo annoying especially this week! i just hope it doesnt rain on any of my 3 birthday celebrations! anyways, today was my first day of school. it started off really bad because the starbucks chick dropped my sandwich :(but she made me another one so i guess its ok. lol then as i started driving to school it began to rain, and omg i did not want to park far and walk in rain to my classes. thankfully, i ended up waiting and turned on my arrow to a girl who was walking "stalker status" but hey, i gotta get to class. i got soo lost & i was bout to cry until i found someone who looked very bored and asked her to help me out so she walked me to my class and i felt better. while waiting in class i met a girl named brook.. she was nice and oober funny and told me passion tea from starbucks is good with vodka .. so i gotta try that lol and in class ahh nonstop laughter. my teacher is just too hilarious. then i went to the bookstore and grab some forms... yadda yadda yadda.. 2nd class i saw my friend kristin from alemany so she sat next to me.. and weird enough i saw my ex in that class too..did a scavenger hunt too and found out there are many interesting people in my class. 3rd class was kind of boring but i still knew people so it wasnt that bad.
home. finally, time to rest... NOT! dad & i went to starbucks to pick up my tips and shop @ circuit city. i was goin to get a ipod case, but i was soo indecisive that i didnt get any. =/ lol we then went to pick up turon (filipino dessert) and now home.
i finished my homework and just chattin away downloading david cook songs.
how gay right?
oh well, not much to do on a school night and its too cold to go out.
love. let's hope i get laid this vday. lmfao jk.. i'll be in disneyland looking at all those happy couples. ::sigh::
but hey, atleast someone stopped calling (i hope)
Friday, February 6, 2009
rainy day :(
so i woke up & it wasn't raining. then i slept some more then it started raining. :(
i ended up having to drive in the horrible rain and i skidded which was terrifying.
thank god im ok.
but i hate rainy days cuz of traffic mostly.
so work was pretty slow which i really loved =) i bought a nice shirt from charlotte ofcourse.
tried on dressies at forever 21, but nothing to my liking.
but yeah today was pretty boring. i pretty much jus window shopped while working and just talked to a few people here and there.
so then i went home after my shift ended super early
just facebooked 25 random shit
lookin for colored contacts
& chattin away w/ people i love.
typical rainy day for me.
the end.
i ended up having to drive in the horrible rain and i skidded which was terrifying.
thank god im ok.
but i hate rainy days cuz of traffic mostly.
so work was pretty slow which i really loved =) i bought a nice shirt from charlotte ofcourse.
tried on dressies at forever 21, but nothing to my liking.
but yeah today was pretty boring. i pretty much jus window shopped while working and just talked to a few people here and there.
so then i went home after my shift ended super early
just facebooked 25 random shit
lookin for colored contacts
& chattin away w/ people i love.
typical rainy day for me.
the end.
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
peach-e
perfect weather today! unfortunately, i would have been in a better mood if no one came knockin on my door for the stupid car keys. honestly, this winter break i haven't gotten much sleep because i like taking advantage of time i can catch with old friends, clubbing &drinking nights. i'm starting to have bags under my eyes which sucks, but i'm sure once school begins i will once again gain some more sleep whether its during my class or falling asleep in the library at school.
today started off with me bein cranky, but had an afternoon nap which made things better. not only did that make me feel better but i got to hang with my friend thomas (tommy). it was pretty chill, just hit up northridge mall &porter ranch.. this silly boy honestly wont shut up about wanting a camera.. i guess thats how i felt for the past month until i got mine and now i'm sooo camera whoring like no other. haha
we also got to go into toys r us, walmart, &party city. I've never seen so much hannah montana stuff in my life.. i was blown away lol. really.
after tommy dropped me off, i went to go pick up pizza at papa johns with mom.. we had a good serious talk, and now i'm startin to realize i am growing up and things are changing.
change happens... but i think this year will be the shit. =)
WHY?
NO MORE DRAMA! met a cutie patootie. finally organized my work/school schedule. family. & i'm turning 20 in 10 days! i'm no longer going to be a teen!
i'd just like to throw a special shoutout to rex, thanks for insisting i make a blog.. now u guys can read all about my life. haha or atleast a small percentage of it.
today started off with me bein cranky, but had an afternoon nap which made things better. not only did that make me feel better but i got to hang with my friend thomas (tommy). it was pretty chill, just hit up northridge mall &porter ranch.. this silly boy honestly wont shut up about wanting a camera.. i guess thats how i felt for the past month until i got mine and now i'm sooo camera whoring like no other. haha
we also got to go into toys r us, walmart, &party city. I've never seen so much hannah montana stuff in my life.. i was blown away lol. really.
after tommy dropped me off, i went to go pick up pizza at papa johns with mom.. we had a good serious talk, and now i'm startin to realize i am growing up and things are changing.
change happens... but i think this year will be the shit. =)
WHY?
NO MORE DRAMA! met a cutie patootie. finally organized my work/school schedule. family. & i'm turning 20 in 10 days! i'm no longer going to be a teen!
i'd just like to throw a special shoutout to rex, thanks for insisting i make a blog.. now u guys can read all about my life. haha or atleast a small percentage of it.
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